Not being in skool is the shit bitches..lol. so i went home early yesterday and i didn't go to skool today cause i still dont feel all that great but o well. im not sure if im gonna do anything tonight but if i do im chillin with laura. umm..i think im sleepin at mollies sometime this week..then maybe hangin with Bryan and B on sunday..idk yet..i feel bad cause bryan has been askin me to come over and chill for the past three weeks and i never been able to cause i been really busy...lol..and maybe me and B can fork nicks house since he lives across the street  ..lol jk

well yea so i dont remember everything that has happened since i last updated..lol so lots of shit has been happening lately. i got in another huge fight with my real dad cause he's such an ass and ive decided im never talking to him again. i meen come on..he all of a sudden want to be a dad after he wasn't there for what? 7, 8 years. fuck him. My step dad who i've only had for like a lil over a year is more of a dad to me then my real dad is...whats that sayin?..any man can father a child but it takes a real man to be a dad...well i guess my FATHER just isn't a real man

im currently still sningle at the moment...which im kinda happy with..like i've never been single and still happy...after me and jeff broke up i was all sad and wanted him back but then me and nick started goinot and i was mucho happy but then we broke up and yet again i was all like cry cry sad sad..and i guess im still sad about nick..and i will always love him just because he was my best friend and i was like in love with him...but im just glad that we're still really good friends..anyway... then me and jimmy went out...and yea we all no how that went..lol..but now im happy. and i just wanna have fun..lol..that guy sam from the bel air game tried to call me last weekend..haha mollie and Laura you no what im talkin about  ...but he's weird so i ignored the call. And garrett called me and wanted to hang out this weekend..idk if i have time to but ill prob hang with him next weekend. yea so my weekend is pretty much full..and now its snowing!..well flurrys..but same thing..lol..

o and the swim meet yesterday from what i hear was funny...at least from laura..nick and cameron from north harford were there...lol BITCHES..and for any one that knows the story with them...they kept lookin at her..lol..and i think its kinda funny that laura told me jimmy came in last..hehe sry jimbo...but its still funny

ok well i just took a pain killer and im getting all tingly..lol..so i think im gonna go to sleep

hmmm....? lets see

me and jimmy broke up fri night..lol not a big deal. its kinda funny. i was so upset and cried for like months when me and nick split..but now im just like..daaaarrrnnn..o well. i told jami he turned gay and she actually believed me

football game was waaaayyy fun...mike tried to carry me around but he has a broken leg so it was kinda hard.. lol. i sat on tristins lap the last quarter and kept my butt warm..haha..i was gonna go to a bon fire after but i really didn't feel like dealin with jimmy and my parents decided they would rather me not go..didn't bother me that much

my step dad took me star bucks after ward..yesss...and i was happy cause i got to chill with my wonderful laura and she has been grounded so i've missed her. and then when i got home i talked to nick for an hour and a half and i love him to death and he mostly just told me that i can do so much better and he's not worth it anyway...and we talked about like everything and he told me i had to get him a xmas present..lol..and then we talked about like stuff when we were still goin out and he went to jersey saturday and sunday and he's gonna tell me all the juicy details on monday...OOO MATH HOMEWORK THAT REMINDS ME...andway.. and then tristin called me and tried to get me to come again but i said no.

then my mom decided she was mad at me saturday and didn't talk to me the whole day...o well..me and mollie pretty much talked to whole day.

then today i had to go to the step gparents house and me and laura pretty much talked to whole day threw texting..i seriously think we used about 600 texts..lol...and saturday morgan called and left me like a five minute long voice mail...and she talks so fast i caught about 5 words of...mostly he's gay..forget the frotch..u can do better...he's gay anyway..and the other stuff i couldn't desifer..lol

so over all...I ADORE MY FRIENDS!! lol..there are waaaayyyy to many to name them all right now so u all no who you are..

p.s.-laura burkett is my best friend and i love her more then you so all you whores better SHUT UR MOUTH!! oooo what now..lol..thanx for everythings babe!

lol no one uses xanga anymore.

imma try to find the song confessions of a broken heart by lindsay lohan cause that song is like the story of my life...the music video actually made me cry.

well things are kinda just blah lately...yea sux some. me and jimmy are still goin out..it'll be one month in a couple days =]

my wonderful laura is grounded =[ i miss her.

and i goin to the game on fri with juilz i think and then maybe a party after.

me and tina are friends again =]...i missed her <3

awwww my poor nick...he had to go to his g-mom funeral on mon..and he was pretty upset afterwards i think..i sang to him to make him happier =] im just an awesome friend like that..lol

ME AND JIMMY ARE GOIN OUT!! yay!.

and laura burkett is my freakin bestest friend in the whole fuckin world! i love that whore

and me and mollie are the coolest best bitches ever...we almost get cought on wendsday nights!..lmao goodtimes

homecoming was awesome..i had a great time with jimmy! I'm goin to the jv soccer game on thursday prob with mollie and laura...who wants to come?...wow its been forever since i updated in this..lol

<3 jimmy